欢迎搭乘幸福号列车。我们现在即将从回忆出发,沿着遗憾,一直走到青春。左手往事,到达纪念日,接着会经过失落和舍得。然后,从懂事离开,上行珍惜公路,直达沧海桑田。我们要追逐祝福的潮水,一起往温柔前进。最后,抵达目的地。 幸福就像是一颗玻璃球,很久以前从天上掉落凡间。玻璃球跌在地上,满地都是碎片。无论你怎么努力,碎片始终还是捡不完。可是,只要你努力过了,怎么都会捡到一点。幸福,到底是触手可及,还是遥不可及,完全在乎你怎么想。 有时候,幸福也可以很简单。将它复杂化,只会让自己离它越远。谢谢您的搭乘,祝福您旅途愉快。


Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Fly Away

Going back tmr. Yeah!!!
It's a bit early actually n I've 2 skip some classes.
Really hope dat d influence isn't gr8.
We din have much classes dis wk.
Most r only bout intro.
Till now, I tin I'm still able 2 cope wif it. It's repeating my PA.

1 of my lecturers said dat we have 2 study actually 8 hrs a day, including classes.
Besides textbks, we've 2 do case study, read journals n even look 4 reference bks.
When we proceed 2 higher level, we've 2 b in moot court n debate among ourselves. OMG!

Most of my course-mates dis time r Malays n Indians. Hardly can find Chinese here.
We r considered endangered species. Haha...
Guess I've 2 really learn how 2 mix wif all dos who r x d same race wif me.
A lot of coursework n assignments which require gp work will b coming soon.
Thus, have 2 get along wif them well b4 it.

Now I'm learning Japanese. Actually wanted 2 take Korean, but ord full.
Hopefully I can change 2 Korean next wk coz I was told dat it is taught by a pretty Korea lady.
Unlike my Japanese class which is taught by a Malay lady.
D 1st lesson we learned pronounciation. Every1 of us were like kindergarten kids when she read once n we followed her.
According 2 her, we even have 2 learn how 2 write Japanese. Our final paper has 2 b in Japanese words. Listening is in Japanese as well.

Dun care it 4 d time being. I'm going 2 have my nice CNY 1st.
Home sweet home, here I'm!!!

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

原点

终于有了自己的部落格,差一点就难产了。多得一位朋友的提点,才能顺利完成。这些日子以来,的确是发生了许多事,尤其是去年底。面对着接踵而来的坏事,说真的,我有点应接不暇。这些突如其来的噩耗可真的是把我杀个措手不及。如何在那个非常时期做出个明智的决定也考倒我了。挣扎了很多天,还搞到有忧郁症的倾向,当下的我决定痛定思痛,来个彻底的了断。

告别了原来的生活并不容易,尤其是要跟我的死党们分离。那种滋味真的是很不好受。无奈,人生就是需要这些遗憾和不完美来使我们的生命更加完美。当人没办法改变自己的时候,只有改变环境。这么简单的道理我竟然到现在才领悟。结束也是个开始,开始迈入我另一个与众不同的人生。

说真的,之前我的确过得很有压力,总觉得自己好像办不到。很感谢我的死党还有几位lecturers给我支持和鼓励。谢谢你们陪我走过风风雨雨!如果没有你们,我想我已经崩溃了。你们都是我的支柱。

昨天的第一堂课还不错,有种感觉好像我来对地方了。这次的我将会更加珍惜这一次机会,因为我知道不可能会有第三次了。很感恩我有很明白事理的父母,他们并没有责备我,反而还陪我一起面对。可是,我这个决定花了他们太多的钱。每次想到这里,就感到很内疚。一失足成千古恨,我总算是体会到了。

一切又回到了原点,如何置之死地而后生是我现在迫切需要做的功课。没有多余的时间再浪费了。眼看着年华一天一天的老去,我更应该善用我的时间。我想今后的我一定要付出更多的心血,花更多时间在我的课业上。一起加油吧,朋友们!